Bie miz u darling...

Owh Gosh, another 2 more days!!! Im missing u to the max my swit heart! wan u back by my side as soon as possible... cant wait to c u n show u hw much i missed u pass 1 week plus. Life is really boring witout u. Jz texting n hearing ur voice thru the fon is not enuf ( even missed the times v fought like cats n dogs!!! Im so sorry baby! ) <3 u so much baby. Wateva it is my future ahead is gonna b wit u, ONLY U! My Agima, Babysha miz u noe...Im suppose 2 sit in front of my lappy n study 4 my quiz bt i ended up thinkin bout u n bloggin now...

Its freaking hot! Tryin to help mum as much as i can coz v both r equally sick! Since 2day is Vinayagar Chathurthi, Dad n Dhaksha is doing the preparation for the prayers. N im currently Blogging, watchin "We Are Family" and texting my hubby. Wat a Life!

I wish you were here!

The day started after i looked at fon ( lookin at "our" wallpaper) and hugging my Agilanz jersey! ( DAMN MIZ HIM A LOT!!! ) Had bfast n started lazing around....

My Lazing Around List

• Lying on the bed
• Lappy switched on wit songs blasting
• Skyping wit my baby Agilan

My dinner was at a club house at Shah Alam. As usual ate like a pig!!! I guez d poolside view n d amount of food made my appetite increase. And NOW, im back home stuck wit my lappy again, blasting songs, blogging, N MOST IMPORTANT OF ALL... waiting 4 an idiot 2 reply my msg o cal me bac. Hate him, Luv him N Miz him a lot!!! =[

While browsing thru n doin nothin, i found  pics of avril... dunno y i luv <3 d pic so much! =]

 

Normal Weekends... =S ( Din xpect.... )

Weekends...Definition??? The period from Friday evening through Sunday evening which is spent joyfully together with family and friends. After the problem, im not expecting a "joyful" weekend with my family. Yesterday, parents came to college to fetch me back. I was reli scared, sad and worried about whats gonna happen. My mum started with a cold conversation which ended quite well. I tried my level best to change their thought about Agilan. Things went on well. My parents at last left my life to me. I think they let me 2 take my own decision.Hmmmmm.... Their only objection now r, he is a smoker and drinker, younger to me by 3 months, and they dun like him ( dunno whats wrong ).... Haihzzz... =[


Both my parents are behaving normal and talking as usual. My mum bought 4 me a t-shirt and lots of chocolate. Things are not as what i expected. Hoping things vil be as usual n they vil accept Agilan. 
Miss him a lot =]


P.S. After a long time eating home-cooked food!!! Thx to amma and ammama...Muahxxx =*

The worst day in my life! ( Hate everything so much! )

The person who i thot is the 1 4 my life, Agilan, is no more 4 my future...( i hope so not ). My both parents n my brother are convincing me saying that he is not the 1 4 me bt i luv him so much!

I told my mum 2 days back after she found out abt our profile picture in FaceBook. I took the decision to tell her abt him after denying a few times. All dis conversations were going on thru the fon. Both of them r very disappointed on me. I jz wan them 2 say "not nw n plz wait till u finish ur studies" bt dats not happening. All they gt 2 say is "no he is not the 1 4 ur life", "he smokes n drinks", "Hate 2 c his face" n etc.

I cant b like dis, by not talking o interacting to him at the same time i cant lie to my parents. This is really hurting. Sitting alone n blogging is not goin to b the solution. I argued a lot 4 Agilan. Im blur. Cried a lot past 2 days n nothing is changing. Why shud my parents b like dis? Plus tomorrow i got to get back home which i really dun wanna do. Im scared i wont gt to c him back n continue my studies...

Im hurting both sides, Agilan n also my parents, especially my dad. Appa, i noe who wont b reading dis bt plz accept my decision. I LUV AGILAN SO MUCH! Im very sure u vil like him as much as i do. Plz dont say no n understand my feelings towards him. Appa i luv u so much. Plz understand....