The person who i thot is the 1 4 my life, Agilan, is no more 4 my future...( i hope so not ). My both parents n my brother are convincing me saying that he is not the 1 4 me bt i luv him so much!
I told my mum 2 days back after she found out abt our profile picture in FaceBook. I took the decision to tell her abt him after denying a few times. All dis conversations were going on thru the fon. Both of them r very disappointed on me. I jz wan them 2 say "not nw n plz wait till u finish ur studies" bt dats not happening. All they gt 2 say is "no he is not the 1 4 ur life", "he smokes n drinks", "Hate 2 c his face" n etc.
I cant b like dis, by not talking o interacting to him at the same time i cant lie to my parents. This is really hurting. Sitting alone n blogging is not goin to b the solution. I argued a lot 4 Agilan. Im blur. Cried a lot past 2 days n nothing is changing. Why shud my parents b like dis? Plus tomorrow i got to get back home which i really dun wanna do. Im scared i wont gt to c him back n continue my studies...
Im hurting both sides, Agilan n also my parents, especially my dad. Appa, i noe who wont b reading dis bt plz accept my decision. I LUV AGILAN SO MUCH! Im very sure u vil like him as much as i do. Plz dont say no n understand my feelings towards him. Appa i luv u so much. Plz understand....
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